I am embarrassed by the men I have chosen to spend time with, have crushes on, and flirtations I have taken up with in the past. At the moment there is no one of particular interest, some handsome men I go to church with but at the moment no prospectives or any flirtationships to speak of. Which led me to think back about the guys I have been into in the past, WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING?!
Like seriously, looking back it's shocking to think that many of these mens I was thinking "oh my gosh, he is soooooo sweet, and so handsome, wow we are GREAT together". What reality was I living in? Many of these mens were arrogant, or selfish, or unable to hold intellectual convo, and clearly I am SUCH an intellectual (heavy sarcasm). Unfortunately I believe I am an easily wooed and charmed lady. The lines guys give that I just eat up, my goodness where do they come up with these things. I mean some of them are really nice and straight forward "Hey you are beautiful". LOVE THAT! It's when they start to try to create some connection or false emotional attachment that I know are easy pick up tactics but I allow myself to be picked up.
Well at least I can say the amount of mistakes I have made I can count on one hand, one finger even (I'm still embarrassed about that finger might I add). So all in all I guess keep the flattery and charm coming, because I'll fall for it, but please don't be someone I will be embarrassed about later (I'm looking at you one finger).
Hugs and Kisses
Lisi
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